On paper

Progress? or lack of it?

It's been 2 and a half year I'm practising (or hauling my ass hard for) architecture.

I wish all my designs would be on ground. It cant be all, hoping some interesting ones would.

The parameter...lets just say I enjoyed most of it. There's the hard times; staying up late for days n weeks, getting pushed and pushed to produce good works in period of seconds, whilst (I guess it's just me) being under appreciated. I mean, really under appreciated.

I longed for the days where I can design like I give a damn, where I can really think and push something for, involved and making more details of my own; alas, time is not a privilege.

That's the challenge working in a medium size office i think, where you juggle your mind between anything and everything. I get lil bit of jealous how the boys in the big mega firm can concentrate on designs more, their toys compared to our office's, their trips, and get paid really good bucks for it.

Its not the bucks that we (me) want; its the appreciation, the empathy of what I have committed to.