To a man entitled father

for which sake U are entitle so:

Its a bless
Its an honour
Its a gift from the King of all kings
It never ceased to be a burden unless u see it that way
a father is a man
and a man he is until he let down & go of his responsbilities
for which his sons and daughters
will learn from his back and his footsteps
or some as me
learn from the void that he leaves
makes us a better human
for me
a better MAN



in this holy eid

I can't forgave U
I never will
nor I will hate U
because where are u to be forgive?
or to be hated?

I learned from the spacious void U left
and though U left this family for good
it is no longer your concern
this family is mine
and mine it is
I'm not yet a father, yes;
but I'm a MAN.


for which u wife suffers, for your doings (and "hers", and your kins);
Believe me, in every power I have
my mother will never shed a single tear


for which my sister remembered u, vaguely and sadly (and have you ever remember this family?);
under me, she will look only for the future



This family lacks a member
But we are complete


Heavensake I knew U are happy with "her" and your kins
but on what foundation are those moments built?

this man, truly, didn't followed your mould,
this man, truly, is the grandson of d late HJ JAAMAN HJ DERANI
from every inch to every inch


Eid mubarrak
a reflecting one this year around




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remember when I say empathy makes a whole lots different than sympathy?then remember the orphans, the parents that loses their children, the misfortunes for where ever they are.


This post is not for gaining sympathy.nor empathy. it's just for the sake of reflecting oneself.

cheers. eid mubarrak friends. brothers. sisters. and in our rejoice remember there are those who are still fighting and struggling.

salam