Those were the days

those were the times
when my neck is really visible from afar
i got around 4 "pack" instead of 1 bulgy "pack"
kinda schema n kampung like

n i cant resist;
those were also the times when my feets weren't heavy to go to the mosque for the 5 daily
i never missed a class (although virtually i still slept in evry class that i'm in)
and when i showed off my basketball skills every evening

and I really missed those times
when my friends treat me for what I am
and not heels over heads with their boyfriend / girlfriend
to the extent that they could ignore and lie to their friend so that they could get cushie mushy lovey dovey nite out
candlelight dinner in danga or whisper snuggie snuggie watching cinema in tebrau


Is it hard to be frank, honest n true when u're going gaga in lovey-dovey land?
god forbid, n u expect people not to make scandals out of your so called "bff" relationship?

if the trees rustles, we look for the winds.

or maybe, ironically, is it true, that my value as a "friend" is to be ur moving dictionary, (remember?click here )
and a target of the phrase "fakhruz selalu ckp lbt~" when u got b+ and less in your design studio?

i never left it late mate. you're just too occupied. and you know exactly what you're too occupied with. TRUE STORY

p/s; sebenarnya saja nk review, the diff between ke-"berisi"-an aku sekarang berbanding dulu. but a lil sarcasm wouldn't hurt rite?

after all, have you guys feed a monkey with a chilli?
macam mana kita nak tahu beruk mana yang termakan cili? (>.<)

lehud nye pasal la nie

i'm bored, got nuthin to do, just sent my part time job to the boss & goes up n down from HEP to my studio (nik forgets her IC AGAIN when we were bout to withdraw some money from the bank. kene tangkap as PATI nnt bru tahu ishk3~).

so I scroll thru friendster, have a peek at Lehud's photos, n I say; "lama gak ak x main superimpose?"

so here it goes~ a quirky 5 mins works. sumpah, xde keje.

hopeful to get more part-time during hols~

Highrise presentation day 2008

as promised; the pictures of our presentation day.cheers

the panels from left; Ar Shah, Ar Zaihan n Ar Azman

workbase of norul azman sem 1 2008/09

my model is the green one folks!

dont ask me why uth is acting weird


hakim; in d middle of presentation missing his sweetie.yucks~

pee-ka-boo. bubblegal missed en norul azman (>.<)

as promised

some glance of my presentation board. i may ask someone to take my pics presenting tonite =) got new uniform to show off hohoho

and insyaALLAH i'll try to upload my uliminatus of my project tis sem on the net. im configuring the html. cheers mates~

upcoming portfolio

this sem i'm designing a vertical campus. a bit rigid initially, but Im playing with the whole transparency issues. my fav material, ETFE (ethylene tetrafluoroethylene) is up for grabs again. this time the skin transpire the urban fabric of Johor Bahru, so the different depth imprints of the ETFE pieces allows transparency as well as a whole lot new lighting interplay experience. plz refer to Daniel Libeskind's extension for the Victoria & Albert Museum in London, a.k.a "the spiral". click here and here and here.

(not all comments about the extension is quite positive, but hey, im in for the imprint to transpire my surrounding context. im not resorting to something alien)

buildings should instigate emotions, remember?

im just past my plans n sections, working out on the 3d modelling. but my tutor requires another section to show the relation between plot 1 and plot 2 of our site sandwiched by Jalan segget.

not much images for grabs. will be as usual after the portfolio.

P/s.will probably use interface for my portfolio. guess i have to swap my crt for lcd eh?

DARK

dark

manifest my love
epitomes my thoughts
an abstract of my emotions
represents my life

the absolute color
of nothing
& everything
the start & the end

Eid wishes from a PRESIDENT

i got off late tis morning.
spend my prev shinanegans nite reading
architectural elements of Ipoh railway station

by 11am, we change the building
from railway station to parliament building

and I had to cycle all d way to Ibnu Sina Institute
at the corner of the world
I would be effing until now but for
good samaritans by anna & izaidy

but back from the rather boring seminar
(Practical in overseas ~ which is not alien at all to architechs)
I found out that the architech's still didint prepare themselves for
the open studio eid celebration

good grief

so i had to rush, huff, hush & puff
every single soul that can call themselves ARCHITECH
and we really wore it down the ever ticking clock

I owe it to them
Eureka's urban & DOTA players
noor
eddie
didi
farouk
nicky

because we pull everything in the thick & nick of time

so we got our first raya celebration
for the 4 years i have been here
and our 1st marhaban

from the pyro's studio, then oracle's, the strano's and last eureka's
chronicles have thesis crit so they didn't make it to deco their studio
but their cream puff were amazing~

& I am happy & truly proud
coz this event is succesful
not due to the committee
but to those who found space & time to join
in the eid celebration

what else joy can U give your president
than staying united
celebrating and dining
together and really have a good time

I don't care if I'm the best president or not
I don't want ALL architech to score 4 flat (gile ah.buat pe?!)
sleep in d studio guys~ I encourage it
(yet hide those sleeping stuff from the holy mighty noble "unit ruang")
be FREE
yet PROFESSIONAL
do Andrew Maynard or Ma Yansong

I juz want architech to be ARCHITECH
and tonite is what architech is all about
in certain aspects
though we will look how to improve from time to time

how we could express our creativity beyond the UTM & academic border
how our relationship with PAM can be mended
(hopeful that our Tranxxit contigent made up for Beyond Border's)
how we can discuss things other than archiweek & pregrad solely
and aware of critical issues such as our practical & measured drawing fees and costs


thanks architechs!~
for those who came n support the event
salam idulfitri,
forgive my sins & err
n be assured
yours has none in my heart

p/s; pics credit to topek and bakrihafizhisham

To a man entitled father

for which sake U are entitle so:

Its a bless
Its an honour
Its a gift from the King of all kings
It never ceased to be a burden unless u see it that way
a father is a man
and a man he is until he let down & go of his responsbilities
for which his sons and daughters
will learn from his back and his footsteps
or some as me
learn from the void that he leaves
makes us a better human
for me
a better MAN



in this holy eid

I can't forgave U
I never will
nor I will hate U
because where are u to be forgive?
or to be hated?

I learned from the spacious void U left
and though U left this family for good
it is no longer your concern
this family is mine
and mine it is
I'm not yet a father, yes;
but I'm a MAN.


for which u wife suffers, for your doings (and "hers", and your kins);
Believe me, in every power I have
my mother will never shed a single tear


for which my sister remembered u, vaguely and sadly (and have you ever remember this family?);
under me, she will look only for the future



This family lacks a member
But we are complete


Heavensake I knew U are happy with "her" and your kins
but on what foundation are those moments built?

this man, truly, didn't followed your mould,
this man, truly, is the grandson of d late HJ JAAMAN HJ DERANI
from every inch to every inch


Eid mubarrak
a reflecting one this year around




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remember when I say empathy makes a whole lots different than sympathy?then remember the orphans, the parents that loses their children, the misfortunes for where ever they are.


This post is not for gaining sympathy.nor empathy. it's just for the sake of reflecting oneself.

cheers. eid mubarrak friends. brothers. sisters. and in our rejoice remember there are those who are still fighting and struggling.

salam

dan aku membuku

Hari ini luka aku terbuka lagi.

Bukan luka hati, tetapi luka kaki.

Kerana semalam doktor memesankan; "cuci luka sehingga lembut". maka kerana aku arkitek, bukannya doktor, aku halakan sahaja air dari paip getah ke kaki aku. membuak - buak darah aku bila lukanya terpecah.

Minta teman sebilik hantarkan (dah lupa namanya, walhal baru pagi tadi menampal nama di depan pintu bilik hehe~ maaf roommate) ke pusat kesihatan, baru tahu cuci maksudnya rendam sahaja, lepas tu baru dituangkan ungu iodin. Maka sekali lagi aku ditahan hospital, tak kisah sebab yang jaga aku bukan jantan, manis pulak tu =)

tidur sehingga lewat ke kelas CAD. nasib baik sempat mempamerkan storyboard yang aku buat dalam 30 minit awal pagi tadi.

Dan kaki aku bukannya berjangkit, sahabat, cuma aku alah sahaja. datang lah bertanyakan kondisi aku, dari mendengar cerita kaki aku bernanah kerana aku tak basuh stoking, kepam kasut aku, walhal kan pelik kalau "croc" aku terserlah kakiku tersarung?

Mulut manusia bagai buluh ditiup angin, lain arusnya, lain alunnya, makin jauh makin bermacam siulnya.

Oh. dan benar aku sedang dilamun cinta. benar aku dalam perhubungan.

Tidak benar aku dan "dia" sedang bergaduh. bertitik titik untuk putus hubungan jauh sekali.

Cuma kami selesa kalau tak berkepit, tak perlu nak berkampung dalam kangkang 7 kaki x 7 kaki siang dan malam. jumpa bila kadar perlu, menjenguk bila rindu. kalau sudah jodoh tak ke mana, betul?

jadi simpankanlah cerita - cerita masam, kongsikan yang manis - manis.

Tahniah Kak Liza dan Azmin dari Prodigy, mendapat anggota keluarga yang baru. sedap dan manis nama Kasih Nasuha, sepadan dengan tuannya, semimik dengan bonda dan ayahandanya =) walaupun dah lama, saje je nk tulis dlm blog hehehe




Yahya bin Aktsam berkata: "Tukang fitnah itu lebih jahat dari tukang sihir sebab tukang fitnah dapat berbuat dalam sesaat apa yang tidak dilakukan oleh tukang sihir dalam satu bulan dan perbuatan tukang fitnah lebih bahaya dari perbuatan syaitan laknatullah sebab syaitan laknatullah hanya berbisik dan khayal bayangan tetapi tukang fitnah langsung berhadapan dan berbuat.

Dan Allah swt telah berfirman (berbunyi): "Hammalatal hathab. Ahli-ahli tafsir banyak yang mengertikan hathab itu fitnah/adu domba. Sebab fitnah itu bagaikan kayu untuk menyalakan api permusuhan dan peperangan."

tak kena ~ ahmad fetri

a song by my buddy ahmad fetri for multimedia nite.quite a talent ain't he?